Wednesday, 25 May 2022

Shuggie Bain - a review

I often read books that are well-received by the reader community or ones that have been awarded in the literature community. One such recent read was "Shuggie Bain", a debut novel by Douglas Stuart, winner of the 2020 Booker prize. As I started Shuggie Bain, I had a preconceived notion that it could be a lengthy, repetitive description of the despairing lives of the characters, and a bleak central theme in general which would make it difficult to continue reading till the end. These reservations of mine arise from my previous reading experience. I have often found that the books with awards or the ones most popular on everyone's must-read list are often not suited to what I consider an interesting read for me. I'm not criticizing any book or author here. It's a recurring thought that has often struck me when I finish such books. 

So with these thoughts, I picked Shuggie Bain anticipating it to be a gritty tale of depressing incidents referred to over and over again throughout the length of the book. However, I was in for a surprise. The book's narration is from the point of view of Shuggie Bain; talking about the experiences in his life, his dysfunctional family set in the suffering of the Glasgow community in the 1980s, and his relationship with his alcoholic mother, Agnes. 

Shuggie is a young boy trying to find himself amidst the difficulties that life is throwing at him. Abandoned by his father, Hugh Bain, and half-siblings, Leek and Catherine, Shuggie finds himself burdened with all sorts of responsibilities and care for Agnes through her alcoholism and depression. He faces additional struggles as he is often bullied and abused at school and in the neighborhood for his effeminate characteristics. It is only so much that a young boy could do to sustain himself in a world around him that is self-consuming, cruel, and scary. As the story progresses, people move in and out of Agnes's life, affecting her in ways that leave her more damaged than before. However, it is only Shuggie, out of her three children, who stays by her side till the end. Caring for her like she was his child, believing that his love for his mother could save her. Despite the depressing narrative, the parts portraying a child's love for his mother would warm your heart, even if for a few seconds.

Ultimately, this dark tale of a boy's struggles and his mother will make your heart cry out in pain. As much as you wish a ray of hope to shine on their souls, the author keeps giving you more than one reason that would continue breaking your heart. At no point in time will the thought of "feeling sympathetic for the duo" leave you. The theme is, no doubt, bleak and full of despair, however, the writing is what keeps you wanting to continue reading it. Raw emotions are described so vividly that makes you feel like the characters are your next-door neighbors and you want to visit them to check if everything is fine. The helplessness of the society they live in, marred by unemployment, poverty, violence, and addiction issues are the effects of Margaret Thatcher's policies in the 1980s leaving the poor and working-class of Scotland in utter turmoil. And all you could do as a reader is just read about one such affected family and feel sorry.

I reached the end of the book to read the Acknowledgement section where the author mentions his mother, brother, and sister and their struggles. Stuart, the youngest of three siblings, was born in Sighthill, a housing estate in Glasgow, Scotland. His father left him and his family when he was young, and he was raised by a single mother who was battling alcoholism and addiction. His mother died from alcoholism-related health issues when he was 16. Perhaps, this novel is closer to reality than just a fictional read and the narrative style and tone are an inkling of that. The book is inspired by the actual story of Mr. Stuart's life and that is what makes it such a tragic and heartbreaking read. I believe a writer can write something with such make-believe conviction when the story is closer to home. And to imagine that Douglas Stuart could be the Shuggie Bain in reality, is just painful. Having the courage to write the story of his life as a debut novel and being awarded for it, speaks volumes of the wonderful work done by Douglas Stuart. Hope this makes you consider this book for your next read.




Monday, 16 May 2022

That wild blue flower

 Gentiana scabra, the Japanese gentian. 
Laitlum canyon, Meghalaya in the backdrop.


Oh why don't you see
My unfading love for thee,
vast and deep as the canyon,
and beyond everything
it could be!

I have so much to say,
Yet time is hard to find.
I wonder if it would suffice
with a poem that rhymes.

For I imagined our love will be,
Like the wild blue flower
Blooming unseen in the valley,
Hidden under the bower,
against all odds,
in abundance and glory.

Nevertheless it refused to be,
As uncaring and free as the
Winds and the sea.

And so I leave behind,
some thoughts well-defined,
some feelings unwind,
seeking that peace of mind.

Words said unsaid,
and letting go just fine.
Hoping in another lifetime,
you could be mine!

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